[ When the other man withdraws, he's only partially grateful. Now he feels numb and raw all at once. Feels like a wound reopened and nothing to staunch the bleeding. The symbiote hums quietly, a reminder that everyone is still connected. His anger flares, hating that any of this could be felt by the rest. It's weak, his attachment to everything he had. He's weak.
The thought cuts deep and he almost forgets how to breathe in the interim, fingers curling into the fabric of his jacket so tightly the knuckles go white. Ren's reminder is quiet and he grinds his teeth down before letting out a breath in a rush. It's shaky, shuddering through him. ]
Is. Is that the idea? Drive the point in until it's not felt anymore? [ Hux looks up at him slowly, pale and shaken. He tells himself he's been through worse, but it's hard to come up with anything that backs the claim. ]
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Date: 2016-05-02 04:47 am (UTC)The thought cuts deep and he almost forgets how to breathe in the interim, fingers curling into the fabric of his jacket so tightly the knuckles go white. Ren's reminder is quiet and he grinds his teeth down before letting out a breath in a rush. It's shaky, shuddering through him. ]
Is. Is that the idea? Drive the point in until it's not felt anymore? [ Hux looks up at him slowly, pale and shaken. He tells himself he's been through worse, but it's hard to come up with anything that backs the claim. ]